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k i stole this from amy cause im bored...

xXOrange:ExcitementXx
has anyone ever threw you a suprise party? N0
are you easily excited? hells yes, i get excited just talking =)
what event is coming up that your most excited about? uhmm..FL0RIDA!!! HELLS YES!
which of your friends is most exciteable? rachel ann ginter
If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? holy shoppinggg
If you could have anything right now what would it be? painkillers..talk about crampss

xXYellow:self discoveryXx
Full Name? natalie ann peck wuddup NAP?
Where were you born? cHi-ToWn
Whats your main goal in life? have funn? pshh
What do you value more friends or family? right now?..most def friends
Do you want to have children? mehhh we'll see
How do you want to die? old but not wrinkly

xXGreen:OpinionsXx
Sex before marriage? is a must
Gay Marriage? is a sin
Lowering the drinking age? would be coooold
Capital Punishment? ahhh scary
Abortion? mehh im not against it..not with it
Recycling? duhhh SAVE THE TREEES

xXBlue:DreamsXx
What was your latest dream? i was in this church for some gathering n me n my family were all eating n then i climbed these stairs n then everyone turned into differnet people and amanda turned into ashley ray and ahhh wtfff
Which of your friends do you dream about the most? donna..DUHH
Have any of your dreams come true? no..everyones still alive =)
Do you usually remeber your dreams? yupp
What was the weirdest dream you've ever had? omg julies parents were fighting n then they shot her on accident n killed her..n then one time don died cause someone stuck him in a whirlpool and he drowned n then my mom once was killed by some murderer duude
What was the best dream? uhhh haha i dunno prolly where this one person died..

xXPurple:LoveXx
Straight, Gay, Bi? straight
Do you have a boyfriend? yeaup he's my wonderwall =)
Do you have a crush? haha yeaup
Who was your first kiss with? this kid from chicago
Who is the best "hugger" that you know? don
Do you believe in Love at first sight? hells no u fools

k well im sooo excited ahhhhhhhh i cannot even fucking wait til florida! eeeeeee i cant wait to lay out n get my negro on =) =) =) yeahh went shopping last nite n got a buncha cute tanks n some capris n a cute skirt yayayyy!! wow last night was sickkk. it started off good but wow my luck suckkkks hahaha aww my poor babe =/ sorry lol love ya haha goshh thats gotta be the most embaraassing thing of my life mehhhhhhhhh today was fun had work with julie wow so easy yay for 20$ tips =)

don got me a memory card. yayyy all ready for picture taking =) wow im gunna miss him n julez..and my mom =/ hmmm the other night was really sad..but good at the same time. went out to eat with my love n then we chilled for a lil bit. talked for like an hour about everything. i cant even imagine my life without him now <3 i love this summer <3

you're the kind of guy whose hand in mine
sends shivers up and down my spine
you took my heart, and put it back together again

oh julez..i miss her already. the drive to florida is gunna be nuts so julez gave me her portable dvd player wooop =) we layed out the other day on our spiffy new rafts..but just with my luck it had a hole in it..so were in the middle of circle bay floating around n i start sinking! ahhhhhhh hahaha had to be the funniest thing in awhile! lol i love youuuuu. cya soon =)

you're the kind of friend who always bends
when i'm broken
like remember when
you took my heart, and put it back together again

[	Current Mood	|	awake	]
[	Current Music	|	starting line	]

well well well..summer has been eventful. i love it. ive pretty much hung out with julie every single flippin day since finals..(cept last nite..it was nuts) watching buffy..winning HIGH SC0RES on touch master..swimming in circle bay..i wouldnt have it any other way. and i must say..we are becoming quite the grillers. had an amazing cheese burger today =) yumm

work is okay..its usually pretty fun. specially since i work with JULIE, megan, alyssa, n ally. how easy. belaying's my favvv =) cold stones goin good. woop woop im gunna be rollin in dough soon hahaa speaking of work...today was absolute HELLLLL! ahhh poor me alyssa n julie. we worked a 5 hour carousel party for about 100 patels. holyyyy curry!!! ahhh n no flippin tip..instead they give us gumball machines! wtf? hahaha well on the bright side...my nasal is allllll cleared up! haha

this weekend's been crazy. nicole had her surgery friday n she had to stay over night so my mom stayed with her n left me alone! holy scariness!!! haha but it was funn. chilled with julie n got some grub n then don came over..hahahaha wow that night was InSaNe! lol work the next morning sucked sooo bad tho..ahhh but my babe made up for it afterwards =) so we randomly picked some chinese restaurant cause i was hella hungry n went. haha WUDDUP HENRY JAYS! lol ne ways it was really funnn. gracias my love =) then went to jewel n got nicole some liquids cause hahah thats all she can consume for the time being. then just hungout til 1ish. good day along with last thursday. went to juj's house with marissa n swam all day. so relaxing. cept for when ditto came ahhh haha then went to paneras for lunch. ahh i love those girls. quite the party animals hahahaa went to the puppy store with julie. then nicole. then don hahaha just cant get enough of that place awww i love the huskies =) dream dog rite thurrrr

i have a new love for lake michigan. friday..got up n went to the beach with megan ally n julie. wow wutta fun day. it really couldnt have been more perfect. sooo effing hot out tho..BUT WE L0VED IT...even the part where i totally got SHIT on by a nasty seagull. hahah had a lil reunion on *our dock* haha aww i miss ally. funnnny stories. took some good pics. yeaup friday was a summer highlight. i think were goin back tuesday =) hopefully we dont get lost again...

so im reeal excited about...
-FL0RIDA!!!!! holy sooo close =)
-beach again with the girls
-mae concert with julie n jeff
-WARPED T0UR!!
-laguna and the 0C!!!!! ahhhh CANT WAIT!!
-now that nicoles surgery is done...TIME T0 B00K 0UR CRUISE!! eeeeeeee
-julie doin xc with me =) hahahaha
-basking in the florida sunn
-seeing mel tomorrow

this summer is by far the best. thank god nothin crazy happened like last year. but then again..things have never been better between us. <3 all though im not too excited about leaving for 11 days. but then again either is he..we'll be fine tho. FREE L0NG DISTANCE & R0AMING BABYYY =) haha

i'm so glad i found you, i'm not gonna lose you
whatever it takes to stay here with you
take it to the good times, see it through the bad times
whatever it takes is what i'm gonna do
let them say we're crazy, i don't care about that
put your hand in my hand, baby, don't ever look back
let the world around us just fall apart
baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart <3

oh yeah..one more thing...I L0VE MY DIGITAL CAMERA!!!! hahaha peeeace

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last nite was fun. i had an concert n man n coll came n watched. lol how dorky. then went to taco bell n back to colls n we watched mans prom dvd! aw i cant wait to go next year. well maybe. everyone looked super cute

today was muy muy fun. no school for natalieeee! me coll n clark went to the junior high to talk to the kids ALL day. ahhh i love bri n cait n my new lil friends. next years gunn be PiiiiimP! ok so the youngins get out at 2:45 so me n coll called don n had him pick us up n we chilled at colls. woop. whatta day. took a lil nappy n got some subway...saw STAR WARS with my dad sis n don! haha it was reeall good even tho i dont get most of it. saw an ozzie lookalike who most def was smokin some cigarettes in the theater..n then he busted out the pot! wooop i smell lovely. uhh tomorrows gonna suck. i hate school. the end.

( major boredom )

[	Current Mood	|	accomplished	]
[	Current Music	|	behind these hazel eyes...	]

so first things first. tracks over n im real happy but sad. sectionals went pretty smoothly. only ran the mile which was a nice change. ahhh cried my flippin eyes out. tried so hard to break 6 n what do i get..flippin 6:02! grrr! but afterwards me, coll, man, j To, sara columbo, jen conrad, julie, n anna hung out at mandys n then detranas for a lil bit. it was funny watchin the boys dance n sing kereokee. urgh lil awkward with cj but whatever. faggot. then we all slept over at mandys. soo funnyyyyy. i love sara jen n julies drunken stories woop.

had some family time last weekend. enough said. made up with don. woop. im real happy. things seem a lot better. hopefully i dont fuck up again. oh yeah went on the architectual fieldtrip. wooo that was soo much fun! got to hang with my two favorite chicks everr! julez n coll! yayyy! this summer is gonna be so fun..wuddup beaches!

so these past few weeks have been a complete joke. i might as well take finals right now n just be on my way. with conference n sectionals...field trips..and STATE!!!!!! yayyy! yess jenny toler asked me to go down to eastern with her for the weekend! woop. so heres how last weekend went....

thursday no school..went to rose garden with jen mel lisa clark n lansdown for breakfast! yummm. picked some stuff up at walmart..haha so funny...clark-"i just dont understand these highschoolers goin out with college boys..its just sick and..." hahaha me n jTo had a few giggles! woo the drive down to eastern was fun. we get into the mini bus n its filled with streamers n balloons! aww clark is so cute n she bought me n jen nail sets with polish n feet n face scrubs n some candy! i LOVE that woman! stopped at jimmy johns which is my new favorite sub place yummm. got to the hotel n then chilled for a lil bit till we headed over to the campus. got a pimp tee n then ran a few laps with jen. ahhh there were a MILLION girls on the track ahhh! didnt see lily...but whatev

out to dinner thursday nite was super fun. took some picks next to THE BIGGEST pig i ever did see and domp ate the most food i ever did see. n no lansdown did not 'bust a nut' mhm so the boys go out to a movie together after dinner so clark gets this crazy idea to TP n silly string n put balloons n streamers all over their room..so much fun..but in the middle of it the flippin power goes out! ahhhh!! so we had to stop n chill out in the hallways cuz our room was flippin hott as hell. met some boys from tenessee tec n playd cards with them til we got kicked out. good nite =) best nite actually...

friday mornin we chilled forever in the rooms with domp n clark. clark bought us a dvd player n some dvds but we cuoldnt hook it up. wtF! sooo headed over to eastern for mels flight n jens prelims. yayy mel made finals n jen got first n made finals. n wooooop! coll kait n jess showed up with momma carroll n cait. real happy buot that. so yeah bought this pimp new bag..shoulda got 'your mom runs track' though. mehh oh yeah we went to the tenessee tec boy's baseball game! wooop they won! go "MIKE"!!

dinner afterwards at the alamo. jens parents n sean came. hes a funny kid. introduced us to JEN-A-TOLE! hahaha so i had the yummiest dinner EVER! so amazing. then we headed over to walmart for more cameras n candy..n WHO DO WE SEE! flippin amazing.. LILYYYY! ahhh my idol!!! so yeah. bought my babe his dorky star wars calender. i just dont understand the feddish these boys have with star wars. haha domp bought a darth vador mask! he looked piiiiimp. went n saw 'kicking n screaming' it was sooo funny! bYOUNgsUnG is the cutest boy everrr! adorably like me when i was a child =)...ehhh...haha passed out like the second we got back to the hotel...

chilled saturday n then headed over to eastern again. saw lily once again =) it was great. mel got 11th place. sweeeet. got some lunch with clark n blanke n then watched the flippin two mile..ahh talk about stressss! good job lilly n ashley RAMEN!! yayy for our amaaazing conference!! jens race...she got 3rd! soo happy for her..but she was really supposed to get 1st. ill fucking kill the other two bitches who totally cheated their asses to the top..fucking skanks

ride home was fun. singin 'hollaback girl' n 'my happy ending' at the top of our lungs with domp leading us...ahh so priceless. i had the BEST time ever...ahh i dont want mel n jenny to leave this summer!!! I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!

came home with coll n we went to best buy with my mom to look at a new computer for moi n a laptop for nicole. n hahaha who do we "accidently" bump into.. =) lol i love him. ALOT =)

sunday i worked...ewww! i seriously need a new job! urghh i make an average of like 40$ a MONTH! n my sis makes like 400 a month n don makes like 600ish a month! WTFFFFF! i need money...but yeah so after did some hw..lovelyyyy n then went out for a lil..looks like the roles have change! I DONT LIKE THIS!! hahaha

so this week should be fast..its already tuseday n tomorrow dont got schoool cuz me clark n coll are just gonna chill allll dayyy =) woop no school for natalie = happyyyyy!! this weekend better be fun...

randoms...
-that entry was the longest EVER!
-i miss hanging out with my bestest fwend julieeee ann baumm!!
-i wanna tattoo
-my personal lil artist better get goin! haha
-summers so close n so is rodery fest! ahhh i HATE rf!!
-me julez n coll better be goin to the beach monday n it BETTER BE SUNNY!
-i need new flip flops
-I HATE POTHEADS!!!!!!!!!!!
-harryyy potterrrr & ronald weeeasley! omFg! two in one year..i CANNOT wait

okay that should be enough info for a few weeks..til then..peeeeeeeeace

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[	Current Music	|	michelle branchh	]

lil moody rite now, im not gonna lie. n this song only makes it better...ughh

of all the things ive believed in, i just want to get it over with
tears form behind my eyes but i do not cry
counting the days that pass me by

ive been searching deep down in my soul, words that im hearing are starting to get old
feels like im starting all over again, the last three years were just pretend
and i said...

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

i used to get lost in your eyes, and it seems that i cant live a day without you
closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away, to a place where i am blinded by the light but its not right

and it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
i want whats yours and i want whats mine
.i.want.you., but im not giving in this time

goodbye to you
goodbye to everything i thought i knew
you were the one i loved
the one thing that i tried to hold on to

.the.one.thing.that.i.tried.to.hold.on.to...